I liked this one. I felt comfortable reading it and it made me think. Can people change for someone else? It is really easier said than done. Then there’s this old saying that is so true. You only appreciate what you have until it is gone.
I haven’t had much time to read and finally been able to screeze in a book during my boring trip to Singapore.
I think my friend had affected my opinion of Singapore. I didn’t like it at all. Their places of attraction aren’t nice and I didn’t find anything special. I guess I won’t be there again in the near future.
← Merlion Park
The first thing I got to see was of course their famous Merlion. There wasn’t anything special about it though, but better than everything else.
The best part of the trip was definitely this roti. It was SGD1.4 (approx. HKD$7), and was from Lau Pa Sat.
← Sri Mariamman Temple
The little figures on the top look nice, but later I found out it’s all the same at the other temples. Also, I didn’t feel comfortable going in, so just looked from the outside.
← City Hall
← Boat Quay
The little houses reminded me of Amsterdam.
← Raffles Hotel
One of the famous hotels there and it did look very nice. It seems to be glowing.
← Sultan Mosque
當初相遇時回頭在笑
望著笑臉感覺像 似首詩
每次見他將心意合成字句
偷偷的Say "Hello"
如陽光伴我
清新笑迎面
願照遍我心
自視每天快樂過
如陽光伴我
心中更明亮
在細細說聲"但願每天也望見 "
I think I have recovered at least 80% since Friday afternoon. After talking to few people, I stopped thinking about the negative side. Nothing is worth being unhappy over for a few days. Life is short and one must learn to get over things. During my unhappy couple of days, I have allowed myself to place my feelings on somewhere that I shouldn’t. It seems like I was playing with fire and waiting to be burned. But now, since I told myself that I need to recover, it is time to lock up my feelings once again. Maybe a better way of putting it would be I need to take back control of my own feelings. I really have to thanked those few people who helped me recover - a friend I can always talk to, a co-worker who can speak from experience, and a 小朋友 who had been very sweet. I will learn to be stronger!
I remember when Marco got a promotion and he walked out of GM’s office, I can tell from his face that he got a promotion. The smile just said everything. However, today, when I walked out of the office, I could hardly screezed in a smile. Maybe I just ain’t happy today and a positive from work isn’t enough to heal the wound. I thought I will be happy, but honestly I am not. It just complicated things even more. It just doesn’t take that much to make me happy, but I just ain’t getting it. That’s the story of my life!
只對你有感覺
作曲：林俊傑
填詞：張家瑋
編曲：呂紹淳
主唱：飛輪海，Hebe無解的眼神 心像海底針
光是猜測 我食慾不振
有點煩人 又有點迷人浪漫沒天份 反應夠遲鈍
不夠謹慎 花挑錯顏色
但很矛盾 喜歡你的笨＊微笑 再美 再甜 不是妳的 都不特別
眼淚 再苦 再鹹 有你安慰 又是晴天
靠的 再近 再貼 少了擁抱 就算太遠
全世界只對你(妳)有感覺玩的 再瘋 再野 妳瞪一眼 我就收斂
馬路 再寬 再遠 只要你牽 就很安全
我會 又乖 又黏 溫柔體貼 絕不敷衍
我只對你(妳)有感覺＊體貼卻黏人 愛哭卻溫順
有時天真 有時很邪惡
對妳耍狠 就是捨不得請吸收養分 讓腦袋平衡
要你現身 動作慢吞吞
怎麼承認 我非你不可REPEAT＊＊
I thought I had been doing a good job keeping my walls up, but why do people have to step in? My circle is already very small and I cannot shut down anymore without loosing my sanity (if that hasn’t already happened!). I think I had given up a lot just to stay within my boundaries; all I am asking is for others to leave me alone. If you expect something from me, then I will take back what belongs to me. Do you know how much it hurts not to have something you want or lose something you love? The wound is ‘unhealable’, but it will help if people don’t stab at it once in a while. Why don’t people have the common sense to be considerate? I admit I am not the most considerate person, but I will not go around deepening other’s wounds.
What’s wrong with my life? What happened to the balance that I have sought for all this time? Why can’t I have what I want, for once at least? When there are no family or love that I can depend on, all I have now is my career. I guess I should be happy things are going well. What will I be left with if something goes wrong with my career too? I can’t imagine and is too scared to imagine. Honestly, things are not working out on the personal side. Things are not how they seem. I just need to learn to let go and look at what’s actually happening, at the present! I can’t hold on to past moments; moments don’t last and at the end the present can be so cruel that it can kill you. I just want to survive and, hopefully, see the light at the end of the tunnel (if it does exists).
今日第一次穿suit坐船感覺很奇怪﹐也好吾舒服。過到香港就去做presentation。雖然吾洗我做但一樣要好留心。一直到五點多先完又坐船回澳門。番到來已經七點半﹐真係累死。
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